that’s the first time in a while i haven’t added “week _____” in front of the title.
eleven weeks. that is insane.
tonight i’m exhausted, but i’ll be doing a fuller entry tomorrow. today was a great day. i expected mom and dad to pick me up, and so i was totally caught off guard when emily, christy, and becca walked in the door! it was literally the best thing that could have happened. i was crying, hugging everyone, coughing like crazy because of this stupid whatever-it-is sickness i have.
the drive back home was so silent and unremarkable. it was the most… still i have been in eleven weeks. no getting up to go to any activities, no watching out for kids who might be trying to sneak a snack while they’re in bed. nothing. it was a little more unsettling than it was calming.
now i’m back home, sitting on the couch with mom and dad and emily watching some tv. bec’s packing for ball state (she’s leaving tomorrow… that’s weird) and christy had to leave an hour ago. it’s slowly sinking in that tomorrow i will have no responsibilities that involve children. actually, i’ll basically have no responsibilities at all.
gah. i don’t know how i’m feeling about anything. i’m glad to be home. i think i just need some sleep.