back at ball state. that spring break went waaaay faster than i wanted it to. the whole week was great, filled with family, friends, and relaxation. it wasn’t until last night that i had a mini panic attack because i just didn’t want to leave. there were too many people i hadn’t visited with, there would be too much stress up at school, blah blah blah. i just didn’t want to leave.
i think part of it has to do with the fact that God willing I will be a camp counselor over the summer and therefore won’t be spending much time in newburgh. if things work out, i’ll have about three weeks before and a week after.
that’s just tough for me to accept. i want to be invested in newburgh, you know? there are people and friends and family that i want to fellowship with and grow with. people i want to share the gospel with.
to be honest, i’m just tired of thinking about all of this. i have homework that needs to be done and stuff that needs to be unpacked.